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I get a lot of questions I cant answer. So I made a Online Forum so people can talk to other people who may be feeling the same way… Please re-post this if you can! →
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Luck And Hope: "He" Is still there →
“He” Is still there, No matter how pretty you make yourself look, no matter if you look like a model and no one would ever think you where a guy before. YOU know you where. “He” can stop you from doing so many things, that if you where just born a girl (the right gender) you would have no problem…
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Morning Routines Gone Wild
Wassat!
Up Up and Away
Happy Lil' Minikin
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Untitled
I don’t cry
But my eyes aren’t dry
Bleeding rivulets of blue black ink
Staining the pages of a book
That no one reads
Letters, words, sentences are formed
From the confluences are born
Thoughts, ideas, paragraphs, pages
Books
All for naught
Take a look you’ll see
Ghosts
They float around
My poorly embalmed corpse
I’ll sit in my corner
Half a person
Lost in a dimensional shift
No one hears
No one sees
I’m more lost to this race
Than could ever possibly be
I scream out in silent protest
Of a future on the brink
Ghost voices ring like church bells
Not words
Just static unnamable thing
These words
From my eyes have bled
Fly by
Out of context
Misunderstood
Misread
Won’t mean anything
In the grand scheme of life
Just one more ghost
One more puzzle
One more memory
That never came out
Quite right
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Be Like Today
Why can’t everyday be like today
Why do my boobs have to go in a box before I go to bed
Why can’t I have a boy to hold me tight and stroke my head
How come my make has to take so long and be so much work
Why, when I get called “That Guy” do I feel like such a jerk
I want to be who I know I am
There was a fuck up and I’ll be goddamned
If I’m gonna live my life to someone else’s standards
This isn’t some choice I’ve casually meandered
Into and it was impromptu
The feelings didn’t just come
They’ve always been
I feel one way
And that’s how I want to be seen
Someday my boobs won’t go in a box before bed
That boy will be there to hold me tight and stroke my head
My makeup won’t be so much work
I won’t be “That Guy” and the only time I’ll feel like a jerk
Is if I miss a friends birthday or shower
And I’ll smile and nod along when they talk of girl power
Because inside I know who I am
But outside I can only do what I can
Outside I look like I’m still a man
Just give me a minute of your time and maybe you’ll understand
When I say I wish everyday could be like today
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She sits on the edge of her bed/
It’s 3am/
Just her in her nighty with a guitar in hand/
The ghosts speak in tongues/
Telling lies and jokes and lullabies/
She strums her chords/
They hum along/
And tears fall from her eyes/
Everyone is gone and she’s all alone/
Left with thoughts that no one knows/
It’s hard to live life when you feel like a ghost/
Chords ring like chimes in the wind/
Cathedral bells/
Forgotten hymns/
She just wants to go home
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Sparkle Shine Will and Guts
I don’t sparkle/
I never shine/
Too many nights soaked in beer and wine/
The smoke cloud was thick/
Snowing up a blizzard/
Cognitive brain fried/
Revert back to lizard/
Eyes bleary red/
Mind gone/
Never sparkled/
Never shone/
Something snapped/
Tension broke/
A sudden need to run free/
Hard to run when you’re dead/
Slightly difficult to plan/
To think ahead/
Need to get out/
The lizard zombie needs air/
Choking, smothering/
No one cares/
The whole scene is a grave/
Tomb of the unknown no ones/
It’s a trap/
Sickly sweet pheromones/
One giant venus/
Best place in the world to be/
If you want to bend over/
And take all the Devil’s penis/
His favourite place to be/
To prey on the weak willed/
Weak minded/
Weak souls reminded/
You are in his grasp/
With no way out/
Save for two/
Murder, suicide/
I’ll kill myself/
Come out the other side alive/
Hop that train for a midnight ride/
Change mind state/
Change sex/
Change outlook/
Change friends/
Stand up and fight/
Take your life by the throat/
And throw it into a positive light/
Will and guts/
A real human is made of will and guts/
They tell you you’re wrong/
You tell them to shut the fuck up/
Because when the snow stops blowing/
And the smoke finally clears/
And you are the only one still standing/
Proud to be human/
Will and guts/
The rest of them will see what’s what/
I’ve never sparkled/
Never shone/
But the one thing I do have/
Are my will and my guts
